Why is it that people always move on? I don't know but I always feel like things shouldn't change if they seem fine already. For some reason something always comes along and things are ruined. New friends, lovers...anything really. I've lost so many friends already and in the end I feel so alone...no one talks to me and I'm usually the one who has to start a conversation. Am I that boring to talk to? I feel like my only friend is me and what good does that do me? Talking to a depressed person all day long only makes you insane and not a pleasant person. I wish all my friends would understand the person that I am and stop acting so fake. I don't care for sympathy when they don't mean it. I don't care about what you think when you don't mean it. Grr...why do people have to be so complicated!